January 2012
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might just stay home tonight to watch the Twilight Zone and eat sushi…
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Starting the new year off like shit already. I’m trying to get myself away from her, but now she’s with him. and. everything’s fucked up. my parents are fucking mental. I need a new group of friends. I need friends who aren’t so good all the time. people who will be down to do anything even at the last minute. friends who will actually party with me.
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December 2011
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going to see a movie today for my friends birthday.. i don’t really want to, no one really does. I feel so bad for him. When he calls, he’ll call literally fifteen times and no one ever answers. the only reason they answered this time is because i told everyone it was for his birthday. he just tries so hard, and then ends up always acting like a cocky asshole when he’s really the...
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It’s 4 in the morning, and I can’t fall asleep.
life rocks.
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I want to have a New Year’s Resolution.
Earlier today, I was thinking about making it that I practice skating and get really good…
But I don’t want my resolution to be something so.. simple.
And not something dumb either, that I’d give up on quickly..
I want it to be something meaningful, important. To actually make some sort of difference for myself.
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I really hate how you called him your boyfriend. I’m not jealous. I don’t like him like that. I’d be super happy for you if it were any other guy, I WAS happy for you when you were “with” N about two weeks ago… I just don’t like the two of you together.
I hate that I can’t accept it. But I just don’t like it at all. I want it to stop. I...
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went to a little mother/daughter/pre-new years party today. I didn’t think i’d have fun but it was actually great. We sat around eating and talking for a while and we ended up playing Just Dance, then going out on the trampoline and playing with her dog, and then we had a mother/daughter Just Dance competition. It was hilarious to watch.
tomorrow is new years though and my friends...
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Right now, I just want to be kissed.
I can’t even describe how much I want it.
I just keep imagining myself being kissed, not by any particular person.
At first it’s hesitant, slow. Our lips touch and we both pull away. But then we both grow more of a need for it. We kiss again, and his puts his hand on the back of my head, making sure I don’t pull away again, and the kiss becomes more passionate. His tongue,...
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so I didn’t get to go to the club tonight, but that’s whatever.. moving on..
i went to town with Juliana and Hannah and we were freezing our asses off and i got checked out by a group of decent looking guys from out of town. unf. yes.
Ben, Billy and Jared came to town too, so i hung out with them ‘cause Hannah and Juliana wanted to leave. We ended up going to Jared’s...
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ugh. looks like my plans for tomorrow aren’t happening..
i just want to go to the club and dance and grind and make out.
that’s all i wanted.
just to get away from this stupid life here and let loose for a change.
fuck.
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my winter break has been shit so far. it’s like half way through, and i’ve spent most of the time at home. and now my mom is pissed about who knows what, and there’s no way i’m going to apologize, so. ya know. fuck.
I kinda wanna see how long I can go without eating..
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okayokayokay.
how is saying “what?” disrespectful? and mean? tell me, please, because somehow my mom finds it the most rude thing in the world.
this psychotic bitch of a mother just flipped out at me for being “mean and disrespectful” and at the end of that rant she was like “and you have to do stuff when I tell you” exact words…
getting yelled at by...
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